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In my dream
Far away from reality
My pityful wish comes true
There is no struggle, po pain and no remorse
just beauty of my bones
here I am chasing my shade
which is only my x-ray
Today's intake: 150 cals
Weight: too much
Pounds lost: 3,5
Pounds to loose: 16,5
I like my new scale it'smuch more accureate than my old one... shows 3 pounds more which is about right for me... I wish i could stop obsessing with it... i weighted myslef around 20 times today.... every time I see my weight, I don't want to eat anymore. I need to exercise tommorow, go to the gym if I will have a chance. I know that I will run before school on thursday, because school doesn't start until 9. I can get up at 7 and run for an hour, stretch, take a shower and then go to school. And maybe go tot the gym after work... I HAVE TO LOOSE THOSE POUNDS NO MATTER WHAT. I KNOW I'M A FAT PIG........