Fat Failure

I ate a cookie.... a big one, shaped like a heart. I ate it, a whole one. whith red shugar frosting on the top. Brian brought me them. I ate one. ONE. And then another one. I drinked some water... Then went to the bathroom, and got rid of them..... I'm fat.... I'm sooooo fat.... I can't stand myself. I wish I could just fade. Fade like my own sahdow. helpless... pointless... Why do I have to be like this??????