nevermind

I run for 1 hour today. Right now, I'm just drinking ice water thinking if i should have run for two. Now I know that. I would get skiny faster. FAT LAZY COW! YOU JUST WANTED TO SIT AFRONT OF THIS SCREAN AND TYPE THIS SHIT...... I HATE YOU. YOU ARE SO WORTHLESS! DO SIT UPS RIGHT NOW. AND LUNGES! FAST, FAST, GET OFF YOUR FAT ASS..... YOU'LL NEVER LOOSE WEIGHT AND BECOME PERFECT SITTING HERE...... GO, GO NOW....

pathetic.... one side wants to waste away, and the other tells me not to....  i know i'm worthless... I'm sorry.....